I want it to rain.
This sunshine is to happy to fit my Capernwray-missing, nasty-cold-infested-feeling, "I'm-all-alone-in-this-world" mood.
I want to jump in some puddles.
I want to sit in the lounge by a heater.
I want people to take care of me.
I want to go back in time.
I want to know how to deal with this...
because I'm doing an awful job.